The Beginning of the End!

Wow. I really can't believe it! I got my debriefing schedule today. I really can't believe that I only have three days left. I remember thinking, "Only two weeks left!" But that seems like it was just a few days ago. Where does the time go?

I'm preparing to go back to America and to return to all the things that were once familiar. I know that reentry culture shock is going to be very hard on me, but I also know that I have a wonderful network of supporters that I am coming home to. More importantly, I have a wonderful Savior who never ceases to comfort me. He has comforted me so many times and I know that he will continue to do so.

After I finished that last post, I was really discouraged. It was like I could feel people turning their faces away from those who are hurt and in need. God gave me comfort though. He reminded me that I have not always cared either; it has only been through the work of the Lord in my life that I have come to see these injustices. He works on His own time. Right now he is molding and breaking peoples' hearts. His will will be done on His time. I can be sure that His plan is the best for us all. He is in control of everything; I need not worry.

It's so hard to explain all of the things that I am feeling. I am excited to be home with my family and friends, but I'm so sad to leave. I really love the Zarma team. We had a farewell party for me this Friday. I really enjoyed it so much. Every person on the Zarma team brings something a little different to it. They all have unique God given talents and abilities, yet they are all like minded in the use of those talents. They all have such passion for the Lord in a real and genuine way. It has been such a blessing to me be a part of this team, even for a short while.

I really don't feel like my work here is done. There is just so much to do. There is such a need for workers here and I would happily fill that role.

To be honest, when I first got here, I didn't really think I could love Niger or the Zarma. Yes, I could have compassion on them and serve them, but I didn't really think this place or these people were for me. Now, I don't know, I'm at home here. The Lord broke my heart for the Zarma and showed me how I could use so many talents I didn't even know I had to serve them. Serving in Niger is not ideal if you are into comfort and security, but Christ never called us to comfortable lives!

I feel the call to cross-cultural ministry stronger than ever. I know that this is what I am to do. It gives me a peace and yet, makes me jump for joy. I know that my life can become one of those amazing stories that people read about. That is not me boasting about my life, but me boasting in the amazing work that Christ can do in anyone's life!

I surrender my life to Christ. It is His to do what He wants with it. And with Him the possibilities are endless!

"Expect great things from God, attempt great things for God." -William Carey

I'll be posting lots of pictures in the next few weeks after getting home, so be sure to check back! Also, I fixed the comments so that anyone can comment, even if you are not a member. So I would love it if you left me a comment about something you took away from reading my blog or how the Lord has worked in your life over the past 3 months. Even if you are busy, just leave a comment letting me know that you read it! I'm very curious about who this has been reaching. Thanks for reading!